Ladies help help help help?

ladies i just relize i lost the girl i love most in the world i thought i didnt want her but i do she complete me and i want to spend every wakeing moment with her i know there alot of fish in the see but there not the same type of fish like her in the see i know i mess up wih her alot of time but im ready to change how can i get her back becouse every time i go to her myspace and i see her pic i get depress and i think to my self i f up badly plz help me